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Blogging

The greatest thing in the blogging world is not the comment on your most recent post. It is that comment on a forgotten thought that was written so many nights ago it has been buried beneath your blog. And then a comment comes. It awakens that thought once more. That day… the surrounding days. The…

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Shadow Tall

Shadow tall how tall you stand. You overpower me as you power me down. How very small I feel against the grain. It makes me sane to know I am within your shadow at all. You are the shadow, my Shadow tall. Jason 44.1

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Tired

Sometimes it feels like life is different stages of being tired. As a kid I thought I knew what “exhausted was” and doing multiple soccer camps in a row is exhausting. But that word doesn’t meet the definition I met when I was in basic training and it doesn’t match the new meaning of the…

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How the Bottle Drank Me

There was a time in my life when I was an alcoholic. Generally when I share this information people look at me and my youth and instantly shake their head. How can someone so young have ever had a disease that is always given a face of age, grief, and shame? What they see are…