I don’t have to hide anymore.
At least for now.
There may come a time when I’ll have to change the drapes and put a new coat of paint on this blog. For now, I’m feeling like my old self.
You’ll find that if you experience freedom and then it’s taken away, the chains that bind your hands slowly begin to lose their weight after time.
Or at least that’s how it should be.
You may also find that if your website becomes popular enough, it will become popular to hate you. As strong as you may think your domain is, it becomes a house of cards if you knock the right one loose.
I’m fortunate that the tide has moved on. I don’t miss the traffic, I don’t miss the attention. All I’ve ever wanted was a corner to share my thoughts, my dreams, my fears… and sometimes my hate.
I’m glad it’s quiet again. I like the dark.