Remember that you are not alone and it is almost impossible to feel a new feeling. Someone has felt what you feel, has wanted what you want…
Someone else has felt so alone that they didn’t see the smiling faces before their eyes. Instead all they saw each day was a hope to die. A hope they cried from crying eyes.
It is hard to remember you are not alone when you feel alone inside. An emptiness that can’t be filled, that can’t be hidden.
You drink until you can’t drink anymore and your lips spit back your attempts. You smoke till you are higher than life. Till you are so high that your problems have become too small to see.
But now you are all alone because to escape from your problems means you must also hide from your friends. So you hide.
I have hidden parts of me until I am a walking shadow. A human struggle that strives to ignore the conflict and just live… but you can’t live until you have faced the night.
So you face that night.
You scream and yell until the world hears your presence. Until you don’t feel alone anymore.