It is my goal on social media to be everywhere and nowhere. A tornado of presence that comes and just “is,” and then is not…
I have had people ask me why I created this website. I have read the speculation and theories as to why I blog. I think only a few people really “get” what I am trying to do… what I am doing here every day. That is ok our minds aren’t meant to be understood by the masses.
I have read many titles about how “blogging isn’t a game” and “blogging isn’t a game of numbers.” I laugh at these posts because to me blogging is a game. It is a game of numbers. It always has been and continues to be for me. The difference between myself and other bloggers is I don’t consider “writing” blogging. Writing is merely one form of blogging and the separation of the two is important to me. Very important.
Writing is a continuous effort and something I hope to be good at one day. I work towards a perfect wordstring daily, it is my ultimate grail. Blogging is not my writing. Blogging is every little thing I do besides the writing on my blog.
HarsH ReaLiTy is Dead.
In many regards HR died months ago. I still kick the can around on this website, but due to changing rules and regulations my blog is only beating the depreciation value. In all respects WordPress successfully killed this blog. I am ok with that and honestly, it was bound to happen sooner or later. This blog simply didn’t gain popularity in the acceptable way. I also didn’t grovel and beg like I was supposed to do apparently.
I am still here pumping my blog and working on it daily. It is really just habit at this point. Without my blog I would have so much free time I would go crazy. Who wants to see that? I know I wouldn’t…